Spoiled...

Is that what I am?
Is that what you see?
Is that what you think of me?
Is that what you know?

What is really being spoiled?? Not getting your way? Getting everything you want? People giving you so much attention? I want to know what is really the meaing of spoiled...

spoiled
adj 1: treated with excessive indulgence; 2: having the character or disposition harmed by pampering or oversolicitous attention; "a spoiled child" 3: (of foodstuffs) not in an edible or usable condition; "bad meat"; "a refrigerator full of spoilt food"

I for one, has always been called spoiled. Why? Because people "see" and "think" that I can get what ever I want in life. People assume that I have the money for everything I want to buy, having the nicest gear, getting pampered from head to toe all the time, sporting a good amount of jewelry, blah blah blah.... well think again, its BULLSHIT!

I WISH I WAS SPOILED!! Seriously, I tend to get tired of people telling me I am spoiled. So what if I have a lot of gold, so what if I'm sporting the latest fashion, so what if I pamper myself... but I work my ass off to do this, just like everyone else who walks upon these grounds. I do not get everything I want in life... there is so much things that I tend to see what others have that I can't have. Does it get me mad, YES it does. What gets me even more mad, is the fact the people who have what I want comes out the mouth calling me spoiled.

I wish I had a nice car to drive around all the time. I wish I didn't have to work to get what I wanted. I wish I had a man in my life that can treat me like a queen that I deserve to be. I wish I was living on my own... but do I possess any of this...no.

There are times where I want to have something, but know I can't have. I hate these times also. I am still struggling to get what I want just like an ordinary person. So before judging by the way I look or whatever that you see... GET TO KNOW ME!!