Have You Ever...
Damn I haven't been in here for a while... but read...
Have you ever met someone that had almost all the qualities that you wanted, but something just has to keep it away from you?
Well that is exactly what I am feeling at this moment. I actually have been feeling this for a couple of days... and I know it will continue. And I know for a fact, the more I get close to it, something will come again to take it away.
I have been talking to Jane Doe, and we clicked real quick. I mean shit was perfect, matter fact, WAY TO PERFECT! The way we talked about anything just made me feel so good. I actually got comfortable with Jane Doe, I felt I knew him for years. The way things went smoothly made me open to him, which I can't with others. I have a hard time to express myself most of the time, and with this person, it seems real different. He's so simple but so complex at the same time. INDEPENDENT, AMBITIOUS, SMART, REAL CUTE, FUNNY, can be enjoyable, basically everything I want (for those who have checked my BP page.) and more. He understands me, and I can feel that he can. He actually listens to what I have to say without no negative comment. His comments are so real and meaningful. His personality really caught me to the heart. This is something that never happened to me before, and I'm taking it day by day. Everytime I talk to him, I actually feel something. I mean it usually takes time for me to be close to a person and express myself in a certain way. But him, naw, a whole different story.
I know it sounds like I'm going so fast, but that's not what I am trying to do. I am taking my time to get to know him even more, but I feel so comfortable around him and everything. But the only thing that is holding me back right now is the fact he had to leave.
I would write more, but its late and I need some sleep for class tomorrow morning.
I hate this right now.
Have you ever met someone that had almost all the qualities that you wanted, but something just has to keep it away from you?
Well that is exactly what I am feeling at this moment. I actually have been feeling this for a couple of days... and I know it will continue. And I know for a fact, the more I get close to it, something will come again to take it away.
I have been talking to Jane Doe, and we clicked real quick. I mean shit was perfect, matter fact, WAY TO PERFECT! The way we talked about anything just made me feel so good. I actually got comfortable with Jane Doe, I felt I knew him for years. The way things went smoothly made me open to him, which I can't with others. I have a hard time to express myself most of the time, and with this person, it seems real different. He's so simple but so complex at the same time. INDEPENDENT, AMBITIOUS, SMART, REAL CUTE, FUNNY, can be enjoyable, basically everything I want (for those who have checked my BP page.) and more. He understands me, and I can feel that he can. He actually listens to what I have to say without no negative comment. His comments are so real and meaningful. His personality really caught me to the heart. This is something that never happened to me before, and I'm taking it day by day. Everytime I talk to him, I actually feel something. I mean it usually takes time for me to be close to a person and express myself in a certain way. But him, naw, a whole different story.
I know it sounds like I'm going so fast, but that's not what I am trying to do. I am taking my time to get to know him even more, but I feel so comfortable around him and everything. But the only thing that is holding me back right now is the fact he had to leave.
I would write more, but its late and I need some sleep for class tomorrow morning.
I hate this right now.
posted by Seksi at 12:15 AM
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