Never Satisfied...
I have noticed that I can never be satisfied with anything that comes across me. There is so many things that I am not satisfied with in my life.
I always want something better, and when I think it's "IT", gas that one. It's not. I want more, but I know I can’t have more.
I’m an all girl college, it’s straight. But I want to be in a coed school. I feel more comfortable in that type of environment then an all female environment. The classes I take, I’m sort of satisfied with it, but I want more. I have so much free time that I actually wish these teachers would give me some homework (who says that, lol)
The school food SUCKS. Breakfast… It’s OK. But I think it can be a little better. It tasted good to me first semester.
I have a cell phone, but I want something else. I mean, there’s nothing wrong with it, I can call out and receive calls. My mother pays the bill, so I’m straight with that. But I want something better then this phone. The features are just BORING to me!
I had a man, for what, a year and 4 months. That ended on his behalf (because of trust, long story) and when I look back at it, I wasn't quite satisfied. I did complain about it, but never really opened myself out to him. The conversations we used to have in the relationship, it was good, but the communication was not enough to satisfy me. Then, when we hung out... I still didn't feel satisfied. I wanted him to be around me more than just seeing each other for about 20 minutes a WEEK (and no I am not forcing it) Sex... no lie, it was good, but not that much satisfying (I want more, but in a different way). I don’t think I need to write what I want from sex. Basically I wanted more in a relationship!
I want a man where I can call him and ask him to scoop me up with no problem. I want him to be able to call me and tell me to get dressed; he’s on his way and has no question about it.
Yea sex is satisfying, but not at the times where you want it the way you want it. Nice and Slow (not too damn slow), but whereas we take the time to show each other how we feel. The soft kisses, soft touches (I hate rough touching, the grabbing and all that bullshit aggressiveness is not all that great ALL THE DAMN TIME u know), the foreplays, the just everything going smoothly.
Money! Money! Money! Everything cost money. I have bills to pay, and when I pay it off… why am I getting another one almost the next day! I have a job, its great you know, the environment, the people I chill with they’re cool. But the pay is low… I don’t want to work somewhere the pay is low. Who would want to work somewhere that pays low?
The manager is a straight up BITCH. I hate her with passion. My old manager was seriously cool. I mean I can actually say to someone that “Yo, *laughing* that’s my dog!” I want my old manager back (she was promoted somewhere else).
I’m never satisfied. Am I the only one? Are you satisfied with everything that comes across you? I’m never happy with what I get…
It may not be as pleasing to me, but I need to learn to live life like it’s my last and be satisfied with everything, but I can’t…damn
I always want something better, and when I think it's "IT", gas that one. It's not. I want more, but I know I can’t have more.
I’m an all girl college, it’s straight. But I want to be in a coed school. I feel more comfortable in that type of environment then an all female environment. The classes I take, I’m sort of satisfied with it, but I want more. I have so much free time that I actually wish these teachers would give me some homework (who says that, lol)
The school food SUCKS. Breakfast… It’s OK. But I think it can be a little better. It tasted good to me first semester.
I have a cell phone, but I want something else. I mean, there’s nothing wrong with it, I can call out and receive calls. My mother pays the bill, so I’m straight with that. But I want something better then this phone. The features are just BORING to me!
I had a man, for what, a year and 4 months. That ended on his behalf (because of trust, long story) and when I look back at it, I wasn't quite satisfied. I did complain about it, but never really opened myself out to him. The conversations we used to have in the relationship, it was good, but the communication was not enough to satisfy me. Then, when we hung out... I still didn't feel satisfied. I wanted him to be around me more than just seeing each other for about 20 minutes a WEEK (and no I am not forcing it) Sex... no lie, it was good, but not that much satisfying (I want more, but in a different way). I don’t think I need to write what I want from sex. Basically I wanted more in a relationship!
I want a man where I can call him and ask him to scoop me up with no problem. I want him to be able to call me and tell me to get dressed; he’s on his way and has no question about it.
Yea sex is satisfying, but not at the times where you want it the way you want it. Nice and Slow (not too damn slow), but whereas we take the time to show each other how we feel. The soft kisses, soft touches (I hate rough touching, the grabbing and all that bullshit aggressiveness is not all that great ALL THE DAMN TIME u know), the foreplays, the just everything going smoothly.
Money! Money! Money! Everything cost money. I have bills to pay, and when I pay it off… why am I getting another one almost the next day! I have a job, its great you know, the environment, the people I chill with they’re cool. But the pay is low… I don’t want to work somewhere the pay is low. Who would want to work somewhere that pays low?
The manager is a straight up BITCH. I hate her with passion. My old manager was seriously cool. I mean I can actually say to someone that “Yo, *laughing* that’s my dog!” I want my old manager back (she was promoted somewhere else).
I’m never satisfied. Am I the only one? Are you satisfied with everything that comes across you? I’m never happy with what I get…
It may not be as pleasing to me, but I need to learn to live life like it’s my last and be satisfied with everything, but I can’t…damn
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