Updates...

School is out for me now... I've been working ever since the day I came out of school to pay my bills that needs to be gone.

Its been almost 2 weeks since my baby's death. I'm trying my hardest to be strong and not cry everytime he comes to mind. But its really hard not to shed at least one tear. I know as of this moment he wants me to be strong and know he will always be residing in my heart. But he knows deep down inside of me I want him to be here with me.

I asked this before but, damn it is MAY... Why is it still cold outside??

I'm dying from this stupid allergies (not literally)... I can't wait until its gone!

I need a car... I need to get away from this area. I need some time to myself badly. I just hope I can get it soon.