Drama & Random Thoughts Again
Call me the "Drama Queen" Because I will argue with you for anything to understand what is going on...
It seems to me that I like drama. My life evolves around drama. Nothing new to me. Drama from my parents to my family. Drama from school to my friends. Then drama from my boyfriend (don't have one as I write) to my x boyfriends.
Everyday there is something new. Well not literally everyday. I mean there are times where some things are needed to be said and it turns out into an arguement. Maybe I should learn to keep my mouth shut for once. However when things are not said then that causes drama. Whenever there is a time that I don't feel like saying something, it also leads to an arguement. Does that make sense?? So what the freak does some certain people want from me. If i do not feel like expressing myself I'm the bad person. I hold shit in for no apparent reason. But then again, when I finally express my thoughts its the same way. There is no point of anything.
I do not understansd people at all. You want something and when it is given, you do not want it anymore. MAKE UP YOUR FREAKING DAMN MIND!!! Don;'t play little childish shit with me. I just don't get it at all. It's like you want ice cream right... then I go and buy it for you... trying to make everything better for you but there is traffic on your way to buy it... so it took a while. Then when i bring it to you... YOU DON'T WANT IT?! (made no sense, but it's whtever) That makes me so upset. Just wasting my damn time.
How do you give up on something that you have wanted for so long? I don't understand how you work for something for how many years and then the opportunity comes to you and you just drop it? Obviously that's not what you wanted. I mean be for real... your just gonna give up on what you worked for??
Some people just do not get when I say "I am done" means I'm done with whatever I am talking about. Don't come at me real cocky. However I like to see someone act cocky because they really look stupid to me. I will literally laugh in your face for that shit and then tell you about yourself. I will not stand here and take bullshit like that from nobody, not even my parents. When i am done with something/someone... I don't want it a part of my life (in certain situations). I should not have to sit there and kiss ass to fix things.
You know what I hate the most... people who think that they are the shit. Like I am suppose to cry over them. I am suppose to praise them and want them forever! LMFAO... Have you ever felt that way? Have you ever had someone come to you and say I know you have cried for me when it never happened? I know that you still want me when you have forgot them so quick that you handling your own? Then they have the audacity to say shits like (LOL... this is so funny) you are mad at me because you and I are not having a relatinship no more. PLEASE GET OVER YOUSELF!!! Me and this nigga have been friends since Jan. I have been doing me, having my fun in my life and not worry about shits and you are coming up to me to say all that shit?! Look... I am a grown ass women, I am not letting some cocky nigga come to me and think imma say all them shits back to him. No nigga can break me (well... you know, no suh, lol). There are plenty of fishes in the sea... your not the only nigga in my damn life. TRUST ME ON THAT ONE!
UGH! As I sit here and see what I am writing... it gets me upset... so let me leave this ight.
*Seksi*
It seems to me that I like drama. My life evolves around drama. Nothing new to me. Drama from my parents to my family. Drama from school to my friends. Then drama from my boyfriend (don't have one as I write) to my x boyfriends.
Everyday there is something new. Well not literally everyday. I mean there are times where some things are needed to be said and it turns out into an arguement. Maybe I should learn to keep my mouth shut for once. However when things are not said then that causes drama. Whenever there is a time that I don't feel like saying something, it also leads to an arguement. Does that make sense?? So what the freak does some certain people want from me. If i do not feel like expressing myself I'm the bad person. I hold shit in for no apparent reason. But then again, when I finally express my thoughts its the same way. There is no point of anything.
I do not understansd people at all. You want something and when it is given, you do not want it anymore. MAKE UP YOUR FREAKING DAMN MIND!!! Don;'t play little childish shit with me. I just don't get it at all. It's like you want ice cream right... then I go and buy it for you... trying to make everything better for you but there is traffic on your way to buy it... so it took a while. Then when i bring it to you... YOU DON'T WANT IT?! (made no sense, but it's whtever) That makes me so upset. Just wasting my damn time.
How do you give up on something that you have wanted for so long? I don't understand how you work for something for how many years and then the opportunity comes to you and you just drop it? Obviously that's not what you wanted. I mean be for real... your just gonna give up on what you worked for??
Some people just do not get when I say "I am done" means I'm done with whatever I am talking about. Don't come at me real cocky. However I like to see someone act cocky because they really look stupid to me. I will literally laugh in your face for that shit and then tell you about yourself. I will not stand here and take bullshit like that from nobody, not even my parents. When i am done with something/someone... I don't want it a part of my life (in certain situations). I should not have to sit there and kiss ass to fix things.
You know what I hate the most... people who think that they are the shit. Like I am suppose to cry over them. I am suppose to praise them and want them forever! LMFAO... Have you ever felt that way? Have you ever had someone come to you and say I know you have cried for me when it never happened? I know that you still want me when you have forgot them so quick that you handling your own? Then they have the audacity to say shits like (LOL... this is so funny) you are mad at me because you and I are not having a relatinship no more. PLEASE GET OVER YOUSELF!!! Me and this nigga have been friends since Jan. I have been doing me, having my fun in my life and not worry about shits and you are coming up to me to say all that shit?! Look... I am a grown ass women, I am not letting some cocky nigga come to me and think imma say all them shits back to him. No nigga can break me (well... you know, no suh, lol). There are plenty of fishes in the sea... your not the only nigga in my damn life. TRUST ME ON THAT ONE!
UGH! As I sit here and see what I am writing... it gets me upset... so let me leave this ight.
*Seksi*
posted by Seksi at 7:36 PM
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