The News...
Yesturday I received a phone call from my baby and she called me to see how I was doing since we haven't talked for a while. It was nice to hear her voice and all her little jokes which made my day before I went to work. As we were talking and laughing she goes I have something to tell you. My mind went completely blank because I didn't know if it had to do somethin with me, her, my brother, or my x (she's close to him), I asked her what it was and my heart started racing. She starts off saying she doesn't know if how I would take it. She then says you'll be happy but then again sad. I said WHAT IS IT? So she tells me her brother pasted the test (he went to NY to take a test to be an officer since Boston wouldn't let him because of some requirement). I was REALLY happy for him, but then again sad at the same time. The reason I was sad and it hit me hard when I got home was... since he pasted it, he has to move to NY!
Now, the thing with me and him, he's a cool person to hang out with. He's loud (just like me, but worse, lol), crazy in his own way, and real about things. I can say that this person opens my eyes at times to make me realize what I portray to him (which is changing) and hes also sweet. I used to be on the phone late at nights with him talking about everything. It could be 3 in the morning and he or I would be getting a phone call at that time. I missed those nights though. We chilled a couple of times. I wish we chilled more often but you know, I have 2 jobs so I barely have time for my ownself and he's doing his thing so you know...
I just hope I spend more time with him before he leaves. She knows how I feel about him and he also knows how I feel. Its mutual... but still as friends, it hurts you know. :o( The one person you think that you can bond with in many ways is not going to be around anymore... so that's like another lost. In a way it is but in another way it's not. His sister reminds me of him at times. She's my baby though.
Anywho, I'm going to work... this was on my mind so I thought of letting it a little out before I left the crib...
*Seksi*
Now, the thing with me and him, he's a cool person to hang out with. He's loud (just like me, but worse, lol), crazy in his own way, and real about things. I can say that this person opens my eyes at times to make me realize what I portray to him (which is changing) and hes also sweet. I used to be on the phone late at nights with him talking about everything. It could be 3 in the morning and he or I would be getting a phone call at that time. I missed those nights though. We chilled a couple of times. I wish we chilled more often but you know, I have 2 jobs so I barely have time for my ownself and he's doing his thing so you know...
I just hope I spend more time with him before he leaves. She knows how I feel about him and he also knows how I feel. Its mutual... but still as friends, it hurts you know. :o( The one person you think that you can bond with in many ways is not going to be around anymore... so that's like another lost. In a way it is but in another way it's not. His sister reminds me of him at times. She's my baby though.
Anywho, I'm going to work... this was on my mind so I thought of letting it a little out before I left the crib...
*Seksi*
posted by Seksi at 7:33 AM
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