Unknown Letter...

Here I go again-----mind wandering in class just thinking about you!

Reminiscing of the times we shared for a couple of years.

I did not think it would come this far between you and me. I did not think that we would end up in a bad break up ----> nothing reciprocated between us two.

I thought everything would have been in good condition until my mind became tainted by people who basically did not want us together by telling me what "he did". Now all we do is fight, argue, yell, scream, curse at each other, hang up on each others face, and hurt each other in many ways, which is something that I did not want to encounter.

What happened to us wanting each other in every way? What happened to you waiting for me to come back into your life officially as your girl? What happened to the conversations we agreed on until everything was calm? Why did you always ask me? Why did you always called me baby? WHY did you reject me when I gave you my final answer????

You say your feelings have changed, and so have mine. I thought it was a mutual thing, but I guess I was wrong. If your feelings so called "changed" then why were you always around me? Why were you always calling me? Why were you always going out with me to the movies and out to eat? Why were you always asking me to come over and chill? Why did you fuck me???? Yet.............your feelings changed right?? Makes sense huh??

Well I am not putting another fight with you. It is just a waste of my valuable time and also yours. It will never get us nowhere but disliking each other even more.

Not too long ago you broadcasted that you did not want me, you did not want anything to do with me, you wanted someone new and fresh, and you did not want to go back to "THAT" so you called it and so on. SO why am I receiving a letter stating you have been craving? Basically ----- craving for me, craving to have intercourse with me once again. Craving to touch my body and to feel those lips again! I thought you were over and done with me??

I am aware of you being used to me…the past ----- but you’re the one who stated that you would never come back to the past. IT NO LONGER EXISTS IN YOU…

So why did you change your mind? Why would you want whatever to happen again? I swear you had someone new --- so why not get the pleasure from them? Why not give them what you used to give me? Why not receive the amount a pleasure I used to give from them? That person is someone “new and fresh” --- I’m the past, remember? You have a choice of living the past and the present…………… so why are you taking another step back?

.:Seksi:.