Continuing "Aggravated"

Wondering why I'm aggravated about school at this point...

Well come to find out I have 2 exams...one for A&P and Chem....

Now... that's a lot of information that I need to memorize in just an amount of time. I really do not think this is fair to me. I'm trying my hardest and my best to keep up all my work and everything else on point... but it's just so hard for me at this moment.

For those that do not know, I am majoring in Biology and Minoring in Visual Arts... however, I have not added the minor yet. I wanted to know how everything would be before I added more courses on top of my current schedule. And right now... it's a pain in the ass!!

All this science is killing me. One minute I think I am doing well in one class... I begin to stumble...Forget stumble... fall flat on my face in the other class.

Just today I seriously blocked everyone out, but my fam, out my schedule. I can not take all this pressure no more. I seriously did not show up for both my science classes because I was really frustrated with both of them. I dropped my assignment and all you seen me do was DIPSET!! (LOL)

My whole weekend was a disaster! I lost my keys Friday night when I went out with my cousin. What... let me guess... very irresponsible huh?! NO!!! This is actually my first time ever loosing my keys. What's worse is that they were my dorm keys. Out of all keys...why my dorm room keys. So obviously I had to get a new set... for my roommate and I. Plus get the locks changed to our room. I was highly UPSET with myself... because I never thought this would happen to me. Then I get a bill for $150 for everything...UGH! Life so sucks for me this week! What else happened to me on the weekend?? Oh I know, I got a complaint from work that I was sleeping. How can you tell I was sleeping if you never even spoke to me?! I was sick dammit... caught a big cold from standing in the rain the night before for a stupid party which was a waste of my damn time. I was soak and wet from head to toe... water literally dripping from my hair down to my face.... I looked like Monica in the video "Gone"! So yea, my boss spoke to my privately asking me why was I sleeping, but I told her everything and how I was sick. I didn't even stay for my whole shift for Gods sake. My co-workers literally told me to go home because I looked HORRIBLE!!! But fuck them right now...

Anywho... I NEED to get my study on right now... holla

.:Seks:.