Geoffrey Dale Douglas...

Today makes 4 years since your death boo... and everyday it just gets harder and harder when you dont have that someone who will always be there to pick you up and bring you back on your feet. That's what I feel at this moment boo.

As I sit here, I reminisce of everything we went through from the 3rd grade up until your death. I remember the time when Mr finn chased you and Edson with a belt at school. Oh, how about the time when Charlyne pulled down your pants at gym class...lol... that was so funny! I can never forget those late night phone calls. I cherish those moments like no other. I'm never going to forget the phone call of you thinking you almost lost your life because of weed, lol. The incident did stop you for a while because you ended up going to the hospital for it, but you picked up your habits cuz of the people you hung out with.


It makes me cry you know as I write this. Its hard how you care about someone so much that some individual had to take your life away. I still do not understand that!! Only you and God can explain to me why your presence had to leave this unholy ground. IT HURTS SO MUCH!!! :(

Baby... I never had the chance to thank you for everything you have done for me. Those days you stayed with me after school because my father always came late....Thank You. Those times when you brought my hopes back up when I was down in school....Thank You. Those times when we would help each other draw....Thank You. Those nights when we would talk on the phone and you would give me advice.... Thank You. Those times I needed a shoulder to cry n when I was always into something, Thank You. The times when you made me realize who was good to me and who were my real friends....Thank You. There is so much and all I can say is Thank You Geoffrey. Thank You for everything boo.

God...I just wish boo, thats all I have to say...I just wish. Damn... next yr you and I would have turned 21. Drinking age boo... I can just imagin us hitting the clubs seeing each other and acting seriously like a stupid fool....Damn I can hear you laugh right now.

Right now the image I have of you is you sitting in the front right corner of the first row bitting on your nails, left leg spread str8 out under the desk, you tilting to the black board to the right and just staring hard. LOL... i used to yell at you about that. Damn those were the days.

I would write more boo... but I got class in about 7 hours and I need the sleep. You know your on my mind every second chance I get. Know that you are always on my mind and heart. And I will ALWAYS LOVE YOU... that unconditional love is there always boo.

Rest In Peace.
Aug 21st, 1985 -Nov. 8th, 2001